>>536106706
Probably. Cessation of existence sounds nice in a “I can’t think therefore no problem” kinda way. It’s weird to say, but I don’t necessarily fear death, but rather leaving everything behind and having people dwell in the problems I unintentionally made makes me keep living. In the likelihood of just pure oblivion, I’m alright with it. Still don’t want to die though, I just don’t fear it like most people