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>I understand; I do too
sucky feeling, isnt it? i wish i knew what caused it. why is it so overwhelming as to override billions of years of instincts? so strange.
>Despite what I just wrote though I would urge you to not hurt yourself.
ill fight it off again and be ok. as i have many times before. it doesnt feel quite like it is "time" yet, something tells me i will know when it is.
>It'd still make me sad if that means anything.
ofc it does. despite this being an anonymous imageboard, we are all people. i think all peoples emotions matter to me, esp here where the people are the most relateable to me. i dont want to hurt anyone here