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>My question is simple. I'm not even afraid of death, especially if sacrifice is a pay to price for a greater good. And I think something like that when I think about going to Hell for doing something that could be considered "bad", but that "bad" actually end up leading to a greater good
>Can I be even considered "christian" after this way of thinking?
it seems like you could easily be misled into doing actually bad things, with this way of thinking
i would be careful about that
also, i don't know what the deal is about "blaspheming against the holy spirit", but i think if you're afraid of doing it then it's impossible, or something like that
you might want to read CS lewis, things like the screwtape letters & the space trilogy
it can be helpful if you're very introspective about these things