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>incurable
if you define it as incurable then in your reality it's something that cannot be healed, it cannot be fixed, when that's not true, make it your most important priority
one thing that helped me a lot to stop gooning all day and feeling bad for not working on my game (even when I was getting better and stopped taking medication) was to read "Man's Search for Meaning", forget the historical aspect, this book talks about spiritual emptiness and how to keep going even if you don't expect anything about life
I haven't stopped working on blender since then, I even look at blender tutorials as entertainment kek