>>33830998
This isn't a request for advice thread, but some sort of rant. OP is a time wasting, self-pitying cunt who just wants to vent, and I won't read any further.
>>33805853
I won't read threads with such an unpromising subject line, especially if they're a tsunami wall-of-text, because it means a long, very boring moaning session. OP is simply venting and no advice is possible.