wife of 4 years and 2 kids (4 and 1 year old boys) because i had an argument with hermum involved came and said she wants a break. i took it to mean divorce, so we are getting divorced i guess.
we were living in the same house for the last week, i've just left, she gave me hope she said she needs a break too tired. she also said shes been wanting to leave me for 1 year, then she said 2 years, then she said 4 years shes been planning it.
im in a different country now. every time i close my eyes either her or my older son appears. i cant sleep for more than a minute without jolting awake. i know the only way i can survive is to not think about her, not text her, not beg not plead but its so hard. what do i do. i feel like my teeth are going to fall out