>>530062204
She will never be genderless. She has a womb, she has ovaries, she has eggs. She is an asexual woman twisted by the binary and non-binary into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “validation” she gets is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind her back people mock her. Her parents are disgusted and ashamed of her, her “friends” laugh at your "they/them" obsession behind closed doors.
Men and women are utterly repulsed by her. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed both to sniff out either with incredible efficiency. Even enbies who “pass” look either male or female to anyone. Her bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if she manages to get a drunk guy home with her, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of her self-neglect, diseases, and infections.
She will never be happy. She wrenches out a fake smile every single morning and tells herself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside she feels the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush her under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - she’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around her neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Her parents will find her, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury her with a headstone marked with her birth name (Kristina), and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a woman is buried there. Her body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of her legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably female.
This is her fate. This is what she chose. There is no turning back.
