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>Pretty scary because who is going to hire a retard like me.
that is a completely normal and reasonable fear to have. The psychiatric therapist I was seeing said she has this type of conversation with patients typically at least 2-3 times a week
It's a very common experience, and yeah job hunting is stressful or even daunting, HOWEVER:
For an minimum wage type job that doesn't matter at all, they're used to having a rotation of hiring new employees to replace old employees leaving. As long as you seem like a decent well-groomed person who is interested in the job, then you have a good chance of being employed...doesn't matter about age or not having a job before.
You'll grow from going through that type of discomfort