hmm I feel ok today not bad not great just ok

how're you anons doing today?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dttn1nMu-Bo

woke up early today, went outside to have a smoke now I'm in bed again trying not to cry. fuck! I miss her so much.

how are you anons doing today? hopefully better than me

I will never find love again, no one likes clingy obsessive men like me, that's probably why even my mom hated me I've always been a needy piece of shit I don't deserve love.

anyway how are you anons doing today?

thread theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4G4LF_lsRcY

P.S. I still love her

god I miss her so much :((((
I need to get a job but I've been too depressed lately, prozac is not working, might need to take 60mg instead of 40mg I will only eat a sandwich today and starve myself until tomorrow I want to lose more weight, also the cuts in my thigh really hurt but I enjoy the pain for some reason. miss I need you, I know you're never coming back but if you're reading this, I still love you very much.

fuck this bullshit life I'm going to play videogames
how are you anons doing today?

I failed I cut myself again last night, they were big cuts too....I'm such an idiot.
anyway, I slept all day it's almost 7 pm right now, I think I'll play videogames all night or something.

how're you anons doing today?

fuck...I had a dream about her again, I can still feel her hugging me, the urge to cut myself again is really strong today.

how are you doing today anons?

I cut myself last night! I'm such a worthless pathetic faggot, can't even handle my emotions properly

making another one because um I fell asleep and I made that one earlier than usual.

how are you anons doing this saturday?

I....I had a breakdown and cut myself and started crying like a little bitch....god I'm so fucking pathetic. I just can't get over her!

a-anyway, how are you anons doing this saturday?

ok....I didn't kill myself...yet...
I miss her but I have to let go, why is this so hard? am I really going to need find a "replacement" gf? how can I replace someone like her? it's not like a goldfish that you can easily replace!

anyway...how are you anons doing this friday? any plans?

I always knew she was going to leave me, she was way too good for me, the voices were right, I don't deserve to be loved. I was always afraid she was going to leave me and that fear became a reality, I should listen to the voices and kill myself.

>>81850425
hmph, women....
I miss her too....

>>81842501
this king's field one but someone else was using it earlier (pretending to be me for some reason) so i couldn't use it

Woke up early today. Still missing her. Decided to smoke weed and cut the grass feed the cats. Still playing killing time. What are you anons up to ?

woke up in a good mood today oddly enough...
mmm so yeah uh h-how are you guys doing today?

She left me about 3 months ago.
I never used this website before until she was gone.
I was on drugs heavy, and waiting to see if she would come back. But i have finally heard word that she is in Saudi Arabia. and i saw her in a photo on Facebook. with a BMC. (big Muslim cock)
shes with rich Muslims now. all i have left is my drugs and my shitty old ps1 games. i don't know how much more of this i can bear.
Why was she even with me in the first place, if she was going to leave me rot alone like this. I thought i found my soulmate, but it was just a demon that crushed my life into oblivion. i haven't left the house since she left. Money is running low and video games aren't working anymore.

another week has gone by and she hasn't come back yet....
I'm starting to think she's never coming back....

>>63967315
> They are those guys at those Colorado bars wearing full cowboy boots, gloves, a hat and none of it is stained, scuffed, worn or even used once.
It's called playing dress-up. Like when I dress up as a knight to attend the RenFaire.

I miss jerking off... prozac makes it a chore
though I do get some leg shaking orgasms when I do manage to cum

you know? cum is stored in the balls which means that at this very moment there's cum inside of you, yes (you) and that's pretty gay when you think about it

guys I'm losing my mind....

day 2 of taking prozac, I feel like I have more energy but now I feel kind of numb I guess, I still feel a bit sad and of course I can't stop thinking about my ex but now I don't feel like I'm going to collapse and start crying when I think about her so that's good I guess.

I'm going to play megaman x6 today

>>713790191
based on OPs picrel, theyre talking about souls games.

this was an issue long before souls. Normalfags who ruined games making this argument against newer normalfags who ruined the already ruined games more.

Its sad to see a new generation, who ignored the last generation, make the same arguments that were already made knowing its all for nothing. Gaming will never 'heal'

>>81630858
people "discouraging" me from posting just makes me want to keep making posts desu

>>713745946
>>713752008
unironically met someone in this game in the same state because the top servers are by proximity. 10/10 he cute

I started taking prozac today, yep I can't take it anymore I would rather be an ssri zombie.

hello /r9k/ how are you frens doing this fine tuesday? I've been trying to get a job but I just can't find even a crappy factory job!
also I beat demon's souls last night, yeah even after all these years it's still my favorite in the series

Why is it impossible to go on an adventure anymore?

I can't stop obsessing over her, I hate being so obsessive. I wish I could have her back.
anyway I think I'll play videogames all day and try not to think too much about her.
what are you guys doing today?

didn't you ever have, at some point in your youth, that deep desire to leave your mark on the world? How did your whole world fade away like that?

>>1807787
Please turn off flight. It's gay.

I haven't been in one of these threads in a couple of days, hi how's everybody doing?

I miss her, I miss when we used to chat all night until one of us fell asleep.
when are the memories of her going to disappear? someone please erase these painful memories