>>102499852
It always was the case. Watching vtubers got boring to me, I'd rather wish to become one myself instead but I'm unsure about the niche I could take on and if I'd be good at it.
I stopped following most of drama because women are stupid and retards online blow things out of proportion all the time. Instead, I started focusing on myself since last year. Been lifting heavy weights, started jogging, fixed sleep schedule, been picking up those few video games that I promised myself to beat 100% from time to time. Life got better.