>>33565048
she is ultimately an enigma to me.
maybe this was where she was always going. When I met her she was ambitious, happy, beautiful, even heroic. She loved animals, decorating, the magic of things like Christmas, and hated the smell of weed.
Just seeing her now, she looked haggard, tattooed and body piercings all over, absolutely stunk of weed, and was offloading the Christmas tree on me "because she hasn't put one up in 2 years and won't this year" and the box of which was distressingly stained from being in her apartment.
I liked it better when I imagined her living a happy life with some himbo or something.